Saturday 22nd March - Day 45

Sorry for missing an entry yesterday, nothing to report still 11,10!

Been shopping today (with my baggy jeans on...) and i felt really good. I even bought some summer dresses for my summer holiday. 15 weeks today until i am on the beach! woo woo cant wait...

Although still got some excess baggage to shift before then. Trying to stay focused BUT this week has been a real toughy. I have felt really demotivated and hungry this week...

Maybe seeing my CDC once a fortnight is a bad thing. This is a one off as she is away for easter so i will def be going weekly from next weds.

On the plus side i found a lovely new way to enjoy a banana pack, make into a runny paste. It is like licking the spoon and bowl of a banana cake. Just like raw cake mixture, yum!

Got a charity disco tonight so gonna glam up in one of my 'new' tops. Maybe ill have some confidence to hit the dance-floor minus the dutch courage... maybe!

Easter tomorrow... Mums doing an easter egg hunt and cooking a lovely roast dinner. Of course i shall be refraining from both activities and enjoying a soup instead... yummy... not :-(

I am set for another 6 weeks on this diet... I am really going to try to stick to this diet for 3 months/ 12 weeks so i am half way home.
I know that i NEED to do this and that food will be there once i am finished.
It is becoming increasingly difficult to stay motivated and 'enjoy' the soups and shakes. Getting a little boring now...

BUT needs must and i have a holiday to think about. Friends + Turkey = get rid of excess baggage... Not gonna feel self conscious this year. No way...

I have hit a plateau at the mo, 11,1o seems to like me alot and wont move on! A senokot is my only easter indulgence this weekend. 3lbs to shift for wednesday... yikes!!!!!!!!!!

Happy easter everyone!