Saturday March 8th - Day 31

Ok so still 12,1... I hate these bloody plateaus!!!!

But on the plus side I have still lose 28lbs/ 2 stones. Must'nt forget this!

I dont really enjoy the weekends I have to say, I find the temptations are much greater as I never know what we are going to do or where we are going. During the week I stick to my routine and it is easy peasy ;-)

We have just booked a long weekend at Center Parcs for 4th-7th April. I think this will be my first real challenge. I will of course take my packs and HOPE that i am able to be disciplined enough not to eat anything.

I would like to lose another stone by then, just under a month to do so. Ideally id love to be in the 10s, but hey anything is better than 14,2. Yuk still cannot believe i got soooo big and fat...

We 'were' going to look for a cheap holiday to Canaries or somewhere hot but i dont want another hot holiday until i am looking and feeling better...

I NEVER want to feel like i have on past holidays;
In Dominican Republic last April i was asked 'how long i had to go' by two different women within the space of 30 minutes. Thats humiliating to say the very least :(
Then again in Turkey last July, my other half was asked if he was on holiday with his mother and a hairdresser cutting my hair also asked me 'how many months' i was... again super humiliating and very upsetting!

So, we are heading to C.P instead for an active holiday and hopefully i can continue the weight loss for our holiday with other couples in July, this is the 'biggy'... I MUST be slim(mer) for this holiday. I do not want to feel fat and frumpy in front of other people.

Well i really wanted to see the 11's this weekend, so unless i suddenly shift a 2lb'er this does not seem likely! :-(
Nevermind, it will happen so i must be patient and not lose hope.