Wednesday, 21 May 2008

Wednesday 21st May - Day 105

So day one of week 15 and after my 3 weeks of messing around i am back on sole source.
Well sole source + to be precise. This means i am allowed 200mls of skimmed milk to add to my early grey tea. Much better than black!

I am feeling a little nervous... can i really do ss again????
It is soooo much harder to start again once you stop. And i guess as i have less to lose there is slightly less motivation to stick to it 100% like i did back in Feb and Mar.

So the motivation may not be there still BUT the weight loss goals ARE as is the holiday to Turkey with other people.... There is no way i cannot be in the 9's for my holiday!!!!
If i stick to this now i will enjoy my holiday so much more. I must keep this holiday at the forefront of my mind.

16 days of ss'ing until i go to Center Parcs on June 6th. I know us girlies are all watching our weight and most of us have spent the beginning of this year dieting so maybe we will be more inclined to make better food choices.... I hope!

IF this does not happen, i know that any gain from the 4 days will most likely be a water gain so if i jump straight back onto ss on the Tuesday (10th June) then i have another 24 days to lose this water weight and more before we go to Turkey on July 4th... I so want to be 9,1 for this holiday as that makes 5 STONE exactly! yay...

I have 6.5 weeks to lose 1.5 stone. Is this possible with a 4 day break to CP???? watch this space.

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